There will be positive posts, for sure. Its kinda like the challenge just got a whole lot more interesting. I have to re-evaluate myself as a person, my strengths, my weaknesses, and my knowledge. I have to assess my assets, my skills. Its really a whole new perspective on who I am and what I am doing.

Running is not an option. Giving up is not an option. I have spent my life savings on this property, and I won't give up on it due to a unfortunate event.

But it is amazing how 1.5 seconds of indiscretion can completely change the course of one's life.

Being alone, that is an interesting perspective. I haven't been alone, actually really by myself, my entire life. From raising another human to being in relationships, I haven't ever really been on my own, per se.

I am glad you read my post and I always really enjoy your comments. Thanks for your encouragement.