Honestly, i don’t know how i came across your blog, but one thing i knew was that i followed this account long ago and i am happy i came across this post today. This feeling is quite similar, and that’s because i have also been in this particular position too before, even right now i am going through something similar. One thing is for sure, whatever you might facing right now is more of mental than physical, you know even when you are physically okay, the moment you are mentally stressed, it takes effect on your body. That is why you need to keep yourself engaged in what gives you inner peace. Life is definitely more than a rollercoaster, i just came to realize this also, so take it one step at a time, some distractions could make you feel better, but most importantly try to ease your mind from all worries cox that’s where it all comes from…

What do you do when you fall into this dilemma of wanting to do something but not feeling fulfilled or good afterward?

Honestly, I just keep doing different stuffs i love until i wear myself out then go to bed, that has always worked, because whenever i wake up, i am mostly energized and willful again. Get engaged…

Most of the time i sing, i sing and do riffs all by myself while enjoying my music, i also dance to my favorite hip hop songs, just to bring out my innermost happiness…