It’s been a long and crazy day so far, even with the fact that I have done nothing other than sleeping and seeing movies all day, I still feel somehow unsatisfied. I guess that is what i get for waking up on the bad side of the bed today, and apart from the dragons doot which kinda lightened up my mood earlier today, every other thing has been a total turn off as they seem uninteresting…
Feeling this way isn’t something entirely new to me, sometimes i just want to stay indoor, eat, sleep and think of myself in the next couple of years to come, the last time i felt this way was months ago, I can’t really pinpoint what really triggered today’s mood, but today’s mood has been kind of neutral, which means it’s just normal, not happy, not sad, but just cool…
I remember the last time i felt this way, it was a bit crazy lol, i just went ghost on some troublesome groups I joined back then and also ghosted some of my most used social media platforms. I only replied few important people who have better things to discuss with me, and also chatted with those people whom i felt comfortable interacting with online, the only difference between then and now is the fact that i had friends who pulled out with me and helped me blow off that steam back then, unlike today where i had to deal with it my way, since most of my friends are far away. The movie way 😂…
Movies, especially k-dramas, bollywoods, nollywoods, sci-fi and some supernatural series has always been my getaway type of movie whenever I’m in a bad mood, not only that, i also watch movies when i am happy and feeling neutral. If there’s one thing i have learnt from being a movie addict for years now, love based movies and supernatural movies surely do have a way of pulling me out from the craziest of all days, and today it also did it for me…
I have slept more than 4 times today, even with my weird mood for today, i have had to chat with a couple of my friends on discord and even hung out with some in other channels, i didn’t spend much time with them as i was feeling so sleepy, I guess this was from yesterday’s long journey…
I woke up at noon and prepared something to eat, and after my late breakfast, I decided to catch up on some oldest interesting supernatural movies of all time; THE ORIGINALS, i won’t deny the slight impact this movie had on my change of mood today, I watched it and was intrigued and excited by what is to happen next, as every episode of this supernatural series is full of surprises and suspense…
This is my second time seeing it after 3-4 years i think, I realized my memory of it was slowly fading away, and i also needed a movie focusing more on the supernatural stuffs, and the originals fitted perfectly into that category…
In summary, i am feeling much better after seeing almost 17 episodes of the third season today, it feels good feeling normal again, I believe tomorrow will be much better…
In conclusion, I never stopped tapping those apps even with an off mood for the day. There is no strange mood that can stop me from making some free monies, anyways, today forever remains productive and beautiful thanks to the supernatural movie i had to keep me company…
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