Just a few posts (10 minutes ago I suppose) I was reading about some smart teacher going by: "If you’re not happy with some aspect of your life, you really have two only two options: change it or make peace with it." Something I can very much relate to and usually advise others when they get stuck in something they pull them down into negativity. I know its hard, especially when money is involved. Regardless what you'll do, try to find income in ways you like, or come to terms with the job you having now. I know from personal experience, to come to terms is indeed possible. One 'simply' have to accept the situation and find thing that makes one happy. This can be listening to music while working. This could also be spicing up the office space. Maybe bringing more fun at the work floor. Or whatever. Know that money isn't everything, though I know one need a certain minimum to survive, but anything on top of that will not make you more happy. Hope you'll find your ways sooner than later.