I’d also be curious to know what happened around 13 although, my childhood was difficult so maybe that’s a gate I’d rather keep closed. 🥶. Sometimes, I think my brain blocks some things out because they are too much to deal with in a constructive way. Of course though my obsessive side wants to know EVERYTHING. It’s a catch 22. If I could get some of my physical health back I’d be much more willing to start work on my subconscious traumas.