I'm using FL Studio 20.
If I don't know something, Youtube is my friend. I always find all my questions answered. It's time-consuming to learn all of this and I still have to learn so much.
I f I don't get something I work on it every day until I get it.. to stop for that reason is no option for me.
There are so many people out there willing to help and explaining stuff .... it's just time you have to invest to get the results you want ;)