mindmaster23 (Apr 7, 2017 1:16:48 GMT -5)
rebel phoenix...these sensors were absolutely nasty and i figured they got em in me in the hospital i was in somehow thru food and my breaks were cut because i figured they had me on mind reading devices because for the only time i ever would have really committed actual suicide was when i was going thru feeling of the sensors in my stomach i could hear everything everyone's thoughts around me i mean any person close even read what a person would say next before they said it i was so mad at everything and i was in so much pain at that point i wanted to just go out and get hit by a train first time and only time i even would have done the real suicide and i'm pretty sure i could not hide what i was going thru very good for them to keep me committed was causing me worse pain as i honestly never knew why i was even in there at that time in the first place as i never harmed myself nor anybody else. sorry for not replying to your response as i do not really come on here anymore unless i'm getting drunk then ill check out my old songs i wrote and took most off here anyways but ill check in and see what's here and what's happening anyways ill reread this another day i'm kinda drunk lol