mindmaster23 (Jul 16, 2016 21:52:58 GMT -5)
So I did kill this guy in my sleep last night it was in the sand arena...sometimes I do lose badly in this place when I fight but they don't seem to hurt me in person but it feels real in my dreams enough for me to hear me yelling and fighting I hear the whole thing a lot of the times 1 thing I'll never forget is how many dogs I've had to run from in my dreams over my life only way I get these fuckin dogs is to take their eyes out and I also been beat down pretty good if I'm using sand for defence I'm cheap when I fight I always get away they always say to He's to good he knows all the cheats its not fair and some play this like it's a video game too I've heard them awake too saying dads too good and they get me to battle these space invaders with them i invent things that zap them back to their dimensions awake and sleeping I've fought them this is how I end up going brain dead because I end up getting involved and can't do regular stuff anymore because if I do they hit me with electro shocks until I'm too burnt to fight them off and can't defend myself. I've also heard times their mothers come into some of the kids rooms and be like shut it off now and they would say but Mom. that voice to makes me laugh out loud sounds like Spoiled kid's playing games on human's for fun and their mother knew too I got the impression. and people would look or think what are you laughing at.they make you laugh too because not all of it is bad what you hear kinda entertaining to hear the stuff constantly in ur own head but I tell you when you want out they won't let you out and if you get involved for too long them people on the streets will be what you end up looking like walking around with no clue what's going on. the things make them play games all day so basically they could be rich as fuck on the street have you ever heard of bums who hoard money...perfect example they play a game with em and make not want to spend a cent or they will tell them they will lose all their gifts which they only know the 1s they don't wanna lose and mean a lot to them so maybe that's why they refuse to use money and they save it and save it and save it...not every homeless person is broke that's just facts not speaking for a lot of them but a lot have no chance on getting their health back because they listen to much to the voices and do everything they say that's why they end up on the streets too no 1 in their families can be around them its like they are not there. when I've been like that 3 x in my life and now I can concentrate enough to tell others about my experiences I've dealt with its just facts I'm telling people from my own experiences in life and how I felt.The Healthier I get ill have more and more facts about where I was and why I was brain dead for so long because it's just letting me see now what I went thru already and seen in my mind and felt and have heard. I never asked to see any of it consciously it just got real graphic consciously and I got too involved in it where I ended up getting thrown into the hospital every time but I still have so much more I can tell. P.S this is kinda good too only few people hear until i get my story all out I'd Love for someone who could organise what I'm saying and maybe make it more sensible to a reader for me as I'm not the neatest person for that and I just blab on freestyle and skip topic to topic because if I don't it gets lost and I get mad because I get stuck..I don't get stuck on something anymore like that I got burnt I think like that before I'm the mind* not the mindless mind* who gets mindfucked by someone like c angel and his black boxes he can fuck off to I'm told to tell him that because he's 1 of the reasons I got sick fuckin prick with bs magic show fuck him. see how mad I just got that's something eh lol I laugh because I got something talking to me and telling me he fucked me before never watch his show he's not even been on t.v for years either I forgot I put the fuckin puke in a and held him under and wouldn't let him up. Might have got his demons scared the image was only in my head but felt good as real to me back then. this adds up to some people with great minds who can sense exactly what I mean..im no murder in person but in my head ill kill you no problem.