Yesterday Morning my city was under attack, it was horrible. I saw a tank nearby and heard huge shelling and gunshots. It was scary...
96 hours gone already, these days seem like an era, an age. Feels like time is not running, every moment I spent in fear, fear of death and destruction. Believe me or not, I never experienced such a violent moment in life, I like peace and calmness but I guess it is over now.
Yesterday I stayed at home, slept on my bed. The sleep was fine than before, at least it was okay compared to the last 72 hours. My dog was there, comforting me always which I never thought a labrador can do. She is very quiet, protective and always stays alert. At night around 4.00 am there was a huge explosion but I didn't pay attention to it because it was not nearby.
Around 8.00 am I have got a notification that curfew will start again and supermarkets are open for a few hours. I was feeling good compared to the last 72 hours. So, I ate breakfast today after 3 days and decided to go out. I have found a lot of people outside buying food and water. Many among them are foreigners.
Most of the shops were closed except a few, I wanted to buy water and some food products but the queue was large. Suddenly shelling started and I started running towards home. I was scared honestly but decided to go near a small shop. After reaching there, the security said the shop is closed. :/ I couldn't buy water and other necessary things, the pharmacy was closed too. I wanted to buy eyedrops because one eye is swollen but couldn't. When I was coming home, I have found an Indian community, they were giving people food. I got a packet for myself too, rice with pulse and vegetables.
I felt good today after a long time, maybe I am getting habituated with this war situation or maybe I am hopeless because of this mess. I don't know what is changing in me but all I know is I am changing. Many things happening around, some people are showing their true color and some are holding their hand. I am grateful for all the love and support, it means a lot.
I am not very optimistic now but I am trying my best to stay strong and alive. I feel scared at night, can't sleep properly. I sometimes feel this day will never gonna end and this is going to be a long time. Probably I will start doing voluntary work but I don't know yet, it depends...
I don't know about politics and I don't care about politics, all I can say is people's lives are at stake, they said they won't kill civilians but they started bombing residential areas. War is not good for a nation and it brings destruction. It's easy to share opinions and perspectives, but when people's lives are at stake, I think nothing else matters.
No action from my embassy and I guess they never gonna come to rescue me... I think this is the end...
Thanks for all of your support, love, and well wishes. I am grateful...
I will reply to you all when I will feel normal, right now I am in a critical position...
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