I can imagine that feeling and I am happy that you decided to heal. It's very important to give yourself time and to step back so that in the future you can move forward strongly. I know many people nowadays don't understand this because everybody is busy. Every day I fight with myself and try to heal. My life has been full of ups and downs lately in a mental way. I have been dealing with some mental issues; currently seeing professionals. Gigi is doing great, she is healthy and happy... :) I hope you are also doing well and if you ever need to talk, you know where to find me. :)