I had a first deal of "trolling" with the first, but who would be threatened by a traditional lullaby... you know what I mean.

Yes, I know and I have faced a similar trolling incident recently that was also part of my mental breakdown. I was a very strong woman but yes, the situation didn't let me stay strong, and surrounding and incidents tore me apart. Sometimes I feel I should have stayed in Kharkiv at home.

I lost hope though a part of me still says I will be better and feel strong once again...

Thanks dear...