No, you are right, and that's how I felt when I saw Kusama's infinity works. The connection the pattern makes with the mind, but you enjoy it. When I was in her Infinity artwork display area, I couldn't move my body and eyes easily, and I felt stuck. Some were normally watching her work and was moving forward, but I couldn't. Some of her works are psychological, so the feeling you are having is completely normal...

I hope you are well...