Do you even talk to yourself? How often is that? Many times, I have talked to myself, looked into the mirror to see who I am, compared to who I was yesterday and who I am going to be tomorrow. That moment I had look at my mates, and conclude they are doing fine than me. That moment I had wanted to end my life. That moment I just couldn't think straight anymore but I just stand in there- the mirror and pour out my mind as if I am communicating with my twin. Yes, it does happen to everyone. We just want to be alone doing something all over again and again and I call it Self-Reflection.
Many times, I have wanted to give it the end and just do what everyone is doing but I guess I don't have that mind to bear it alone in the future. What if I die in the process? You know Karma is real. Isn't it? I don't just want to do anything stupid for the sake of becoming someone great at all cost. Never, I won't do something of such.
At that moment, I look straight into the mirror, look at myself and give a self motivation with words like;
Hey, you are doing fine just the way you are. You ain't anyone and no one can be you. You gotta bring yourself out from the reality and focus on being great in life. Remember, success isn't easy. You surely would encounter tough times. You will meet rejection, disappointment, trials, temptations, deceit etc, they will surely come but don't worry because all problems have been overcame by those before you. If they could conquer those problems, then who are you to give up? You don't have to blame yourself for who you are now. It's not your fault. It can only be your fault if you don't try something different. By being different means "not giving up". Don't be a coward but be brave enough to face it. It's your fear and you must win. Be strong and courageous and very soon, you will live to tell the great story.
And these are words I say to myself whenever life brings some moments to me and I just wouldn't be alright but with these words, I can breathe in and out and calm myself in such situations. And yes, I believe in God and He will surely bring me out of them all.
Are you facing the same with me? Why not sit or stand in the mirror to motivate yourself. You can do it and nothing else is worth more than your determination to it.
Smile and let every day bring you near to your accomplishments. Don't relent but constant motivation will help you going in life.
Be kind to yourself and stop thinking too much. Worry less and face your fears. Do something different and you would be fine.
It's been a while here and trust me, it hasn't been easy. I have finished my 6 weeks Practicum and I hope to be active and interact with your all on your posts. Thanks for having me back again.