Great post. I wish I could give you a hug. It will be ok. Life does things to us and we just need to keep learning and trying to be the best version ourselves. Try to be honest with ourselves our feelings.... its not easy because it hurts but know it just means that you are alive. I would be missing that person too if they fed me popcorn and did all that cute shit. It will be ok though. Its just time. Time heals. Its the thing we all hate but time can also offer room, perspective and you may get back together. So going into the darkness doesn't always mean a bad result. Theres always a light at the end of the tunnel.