im tired though. I am. Im tired all the time. Trust if I could give up...I would. My body doesn't let me. My hope doesn't let me. Sometimes I wish it did. Because its harder to live but life is so much worth to live. You get one...it gets so bad but one day maybe, the right circumstances will fall my way. I have hope that one day, ill be able to breathe, be held, run...love. all that stuff. It will be ok one day. Its just really hard.