What did I do to deserve all this? Why do you keep summoning me from the land beyond, only to flush me back even before my spirit form?
Murderer!
By now I could have been at least 12 years old, and probably working in line with my destiny.
But I always pay the price of your 2 minutes pleasure with my life.
I can't even escape you until you exhaust your lifeline.
It had been destined that I will be your first child, so no matter how many times your sperm cells conjugate, I keep appearing in the womb of the receptor.... Only to get flushed out again.... And again!
I'm tired of this constant death sentence, but it's 7 more trials before the door of fertility finally close on you. Hard to believe I may go through this 7 more times!
If this is my fate then I can't change it. But if you ever get matured enough to settle down before your 7 trials elapse, I will still be your first born. And I solemnly swear to be the most wayward child ever!
For all the pain you caused me I will give you double!
For all the hard drugs you threw at me as an embryo, I will sell your most priced valuables to satisfy my drug addiction.
I will cause you so much pain, you will wish you never conceived me. I will give you a taste of the hottest part of hell!
On the day of my conception I will cause you bad luck.
And before I visit earth I will puncture the womb of my mother so you both won't have another child to console you in your old age. I will be an inspiration to other prodigal sons and cause you pain and mysery.
So now I endure the pain and constant flushing out, and maybe one day I will get my opportunity to retaliate, and I swear with all my spilled blood, that it will be blood for blood and no mercy.
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I remain 
