I understand completely. I walked away from my father for around 10 years before we patched things up. He told me he was sorry for trying to live my life and saying the things he was, and would keep his mouth shut as he wanted to be in my life more than dictate. I'll be forever grateful I had the last few years of his life in mine. I'm sorry you are going through this as well.

so i turn and walk away ,... deeply hurt .... again .

Sometimes that's all we can do. When I did the same, I told others who would beg me to not be like that sometimes it's best to love from a distance.

When the fuck will they open there eyes ? When they are over that cliff , falling towards certain death ?

I had a compulsion for about 15 years to research, one of the areas being history. I finally had to stop as it was making me incredibly sad. This script is reenacted throughout recorded time. This scenario now being described poignantly in the Bhagavad Gita, as Arjuna is in tears looking down at the battleground and seeing his loved family and teachers awaiting to do battle against him.

ONE LOVE ONE PEOPLE , and peace to all .

Indeed. Thank you for sharing yourself here. Sometimes, even though we are always alone, it is nice to be alone on the path with others.