Emotionally Shattering Experience. Disgusted! Why? Why?? Why???

Hi friends,
here i am... writing this very emotionally shattering experience i had in a bus today, in Pune, India.

First off, do i come off as an easy girl?

U know in general...or someone who's an easy catch/target

N don't mince words... tell me exactly friends.. what you feel
Something happened on the bus today... first off let me show you how a regular bus looks like in india..

And this is the scene everyday in the mornings and evening.. when people are either going to work.. or getting back from work...!!!

Yeah so.. there's this guy enters stands behind me...in the beginning I barely realize anything's wrong...plus I was tired.

In a while I feel something hard against my leg... but I shrug it off coz I'm like it's crowded... something like this..

But then in a split second it occurs to me... girl even if it's crowded why is whatever that's poking your leg hard?? Like I could feel the intensity of his hard-on.

So I look at him first then down...N I see his pants n omg.

Like OMG.

N he kept trying to bang my leg like literally... as if my leg is a vagina n he's humping it with his dick.

So I look coldly into his eyes n I'm like let's move ahead n I shifted a little back but this guy is persistent he's back for round two.

This time I angrily say ठीक से खड़े नहीं होने के लिए क्या कया (Cant you stand properly for heaven's sake!)

n I'm pretty sure atleast 3-4 ppl heard that... so he turned around n left at the next stop.

But trust me he had such an obvious tent in his pants... like literally one look at him n anyone could tell he was in whatever state of mind he was. FUCKER.

And no guys.. its not funny..

I got home n took a shower in boiling hot water. Crying.

Scratching ever inch of my body.

So no. It's not funny.

But it's me who felt dirty and idk maybe hurt as well.

And I'm asking whether I look like an easy target coz this isn't even the first time.

I just don't know or understand how to cope or handle this anymore!