People around me see me as an angel who is always loving and caring about others , they all see me as someone who is interesting to be with, someone who they can confide in , someone that is always willing to listen to others and always wanting to see others successful.. yeah I am all that but I also have an evil inside me which I am battling with , I am battling with the evil of low self esteem....
I have a serious low self esteem and it makes me feel so less of myself , it makes me feel I am not good enough , even whenever I record some success it makes me feel I am not worth achieving that particular success , and I must say that it is beginning to affect my life negatively and it has made me to reduce the way I socialize with others because I am always feeling everyone is better than me and that makes me to be afraid to mingle freely without others without looking down on myself..
I know that if I do not stop this evil of low self esteem , it could lead to a bigger problem which is depression..
So yeah it is an evil because it is like my enemy , it is hindering my growth and goals in life..
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