Interesting read. I can relate to many things you mentioned here. Overthinking, fixing staff that don´t need to be fixed, insomnia, energy boosted by being outside in nature etc. Same experience here. But in my case, it´s not just about being a perfectionist. I suffer from OCD. Quite a few different forms of it actually. Some are kind of funny and my family and friends already know about them and accept them, others are a bit darker and I usually keep them for myself. I don´t know you personally but just reading this text, I would say you might have some OCD issues as well. Have you ever checked it out?

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