Of course. But what you did in the past just makes this situation more ironic and pathetic. There is a sarcastic saying in my country that goes like this: "Every good deed will be properly punished." I just hope you won´t get too bitter after this experience. Everywhere in the world, there are good people and bad people. It´s just about the proportion. In those hundreds of thousands of Ukrainian refugees that are in my country now, there are also some bad people (and certain populist politicians and media here always make sure to highlight their origin when they commit a crime, to boost the anti-refugee sentiment that some simple people tend to fall for) but that doesn´t change the fact that the vast majority of them are nice, polite, grateful and respectful folks. And I believe it´s the same in the Netherlands...
RE: Squeeze me and ask me how I feel.