Ah, ok then :) I mean I know that living in a foreign country, far away from home, from you family, friends, and especially from your gemela can be very difficult but from your posts, I thought that you liked your new life. But yeah, I can understand all the mixed feelings, especially with the hormones and everything ;) You might be a tiny in size but with a very big, strong and courageous heart ;) I really hope to meet you in Krakow ;)