Good luck, my friend! And, it is not impossible... Showing every day, creating awesome content (as you are already doing) and you will get there faster than you think...

I was lucky to be here from the very beginning... I have recognized the big potential of the CTP token and decided to buy CTP miners in the beginning, but later, I have decided to create and curate, as I like more to engage with the community... So, I have staked all my tokens and I'm still doing that...

I have a similar idea to you... To use my tokens for buying stuff as soon as I have a "product" to advertise...