So, you get to a certain age at which you find there are many others who have "made it" and your not there. No home of your own and more debt then you've put away towards retirement.
That's me, nothing but financial shit, constant uncertainty that comes by every few years like clockwork and life that keeps throwing those curve balls. I suppose it could be worse, but why does it not feel like it could? So what do I do next? The only constant over the last seven and a half years is my wife, she has stuck by me through some pretty tough times and I love her for that, but it also makes me feel very guilty. I look at her and think she would be better off with someone more financially stable and have even said this out loud just to be told not say stupid things.
I'm about to embark on a new professional adventure (changing jobs in other words) and am nervous. I keep asking myself if should not be going back into business for myself again. Should I not be taking care of me for a change instead of constantly trying to force feed people my way of thinking and watching others get more from the hours I plow into the day than I do? Hell I don't know, it's asif the days are just too long lately and funny enough not long enough.
Life is filled with decisions to make and while we try and make plans, life keeps happening.
Two renditions of a song I really like, two great artists
Bryan Ferry
Robert Palmer
Improvise Adapt & Overcome