That search for balance I guess. I think I will really concern myself with it when it happens, and even then I think it will always be the case of it would be nice if I do but it is fine if I don't. I do think that I have been doing ti wrong by mainly keeping everything powered up and or like you say giving it away. My boss has a thing that irritates me but it is true, every penny counts. So ideally I should already be selling no matter how small and with that will be able to keep a balance of power here but also benefit me in real life. Because keeping it all here does not benefit me in any way.