Ambiguis... Ambiguois... Ambigeous... Ambigass!!! Fuck it.
Ambiguity just sounds like work. We deal with this shit every day, people wanting things but they are not completely certain what they want. The problem is they involve others in this little treasure hunt and then you have a group of people looking for their own arses up other peoples arses.
The uncertainty of what you want is a given, myself included obviously. I do try to be nice and not involve others in my "wants", that kind of falls in line with a little guideline I have to not affect others. Which obviously never works out but is good to keep in mind.
The moment I interact with someone - think I am now in the first person - there is ambiguity in the interaction this can be anything from: This thing can speak to maybe if I keep smiling he won't rob me.
Uncertainty rules our lives in every moment, even staring blankly at a wall it is something that irks me when I catch myself that I can stare at a wall and not really think anything or be completely uncertain that I was thinking about anything in particular. The scariest one will always be tomorrow, and it is simply easier to wish it will not come because if it does then you can be equally uncertain that the day after will also. Then what do you do?
