Sorry for your recents losts, seems to be quite a rough patch that you are going through. Hopefully you will not give up on your dream to build your business, it seems that life always finds a way to put obstacles in front of our path at the worse timing and it seems to be a scenario that happens to many. They seems like moutains and often are, only by keeping moving foward will can go pass them. I lived something very similar to your situation lately, so I really feel you. Take are ofyourself, it is as iportant as taking care of others.