I really do appreciate the different perspective. It's really eye-opening. I know I can play dumb and just say that that was my perspective, but I will admit that update could've been delivered in a more precise and clear way.

I consider something done when I've subordinated it. I will admit most of my yesterday's writing even confuses me, which of course I know it shouldn't be, they are my thoughts but they weren't greatly organized. I will admit everything kinda felt out of context, which shouldn't be enough excuse for my lack of better organization.

The picture with the guy lifting weights was supposed to depict the load being easier, something more manageable. Of course, I could have managed to get a better pic to depict the same, but yeah it happened and I really appreciate your lengthy insight. My intuition kinda felt the article off, and with your questions, I now have a clear picture of what was really off.

And yeah I even did not get to show the cheerfulness, I know it's wrong to make an excuse, but yesterday my creative side was just off. I had a tight schedule during the day and I wanted to keep my promise of updates on a daily basis, but now I realize that I should just take a break when I really need one, let my ideas organize and only create an update when I have got a better and clear picture.

I did return home, and I admit the comparison of courage to food wasn't the best. The thunderstorm is really a long story, I will try sharing it with time, I'm guilty of feeling affection in the echos of the thunder.
I found peace in the storm, found solace in the chaos, the only control I had was of my reaction to my surroundings, there was nothing else that I could change no matter how much I wanted things to be different.

I did survive and yeah it is remarkable, of course there those times I wished that everything would come to a stop, I'm glad I never got lost in the feeling of everything being still, nothing to worry about.

Anyway, I deeply appreciate your constructive criticism, I mean I knew I could do better but your insights instill the point, also I know this reply is not that much detailed, but I hope it is a bit eye-opening and somehow explains my perspective in a much better way.