There is no time, you might feel like there is time but your time is going, your age is going, you have only one shot in this life, you don't have to be scared to take that shot because at the end, you don't know what you are living for and you are still scared to truly live.
One day you run out of time and when you do, you won't get another shot, no second chance, nothing to keep you going. That is why you need that motivation. You need to take that shot and never look back.
Keep doing what you have to do and tell anyone to deceive you or hold you down.
Because at the end of the day, people will talk, but you have to keep acting irrespective of your failures or shortcomings.