I've been trying to apply "not avoiding conflicts and truth" since I have learned about Human Design and my open centers.
For me who is a very private person (believe it or not), someone with trust issues and more in the mix, stating my needs, stating what is hurting, sharing my feelings have always been super hard.
It's such a gift though to be able to share, despite your fear, knowing someone is holding space for you to do it.
The more I speak my truth, the more I discover people who are ready to hold space for me, receive me, hear me out.
This is so precious. Being seen and heard. Feeling safe.
I have been doing lots of manual work and gardening work the last 10 days, and while doing so, listening to [Brene Brown's work.] (https://brenebrown.com/)
She talks about vulnerability, Joy, connections and belonging, being seen and heard. I truly adore her. I have laughed with her, cried listening to her.
I wonder if she heard of Human Design because I found lots of what she says fits so well with the system.
After this week, where lots of radical honesty happened, lots of unraveling, healing and risk taking, I feel stronger than ever than there's no going back. I feel so much stronger for showing up entirely, fears, flaws, darts and all.
2019, you keep on delivering. What a ride...
And you? how are you
