the odd cosmic "coincidences" of the materialist worldview are what caught my attention. it's too unlikely to be random and at "the tail-end of an explosion".

officially of course there is an explanation for everything. but once i look a bit deeper and ask questions like a curious kid, i can usually no longer find satisfactory 'non-lazy' answers.

i found that most things society deems "self-evident" are provably false. which i never would have believed ever!

but to me nothing is certain anymore. we have to start from scratch as most of the 'truths' we have picked up in life are propaganda, worldview-indoctrination. cult speak. but zen what do i know? ahahahahah

whenever i found the catch in something and pointed it out, noone wanted to hear it. seemed they had all ventured far enough they assured me. "no need to look further, we got it now, it's alright! we know the truth already!"

how lazy ;)