Dear Mary, my name is Marian, and I am Zac's wife. He read your post to me, and I was so moved and impressed by your courage, your faith, and your hope. Zac is very touchy about these things as he has had some really bad experiences in his life. I asked him if I could reply to you. Just to tell you that you are covered in prayer. You have a wonderful outlook about your life, and you are a role model for all of us, especially for those who are going through dark and scary storms of their own. Although you are far from your support base, you are actually not alone as you rely fully on the One who reigns in your life. We are inspired by your will power and uniqueness. Thank you for reminding us about keeping one's dreams alive and staying optimistic. All blessings to you, and God's peace in your heart.
Kind wishes, Marian and Zac.