How good that you already have the strength to take this long walk, it's a good sign!!

Most of what "happens to us" only happens in our mind... we are the ones who set the most limits. There is a very beautiful story by Jorge Bucay that is about what you reflected, I found it translated into English here, you will like it.

By the way, I would also have pounced on merengue without thinking about the photographs. 🤣🤣