I'm still a smoker; it assuages my hankering for a cigarette, which I still long for 45 years after my last drag!

I can't seem to break the idea that I am more creative when I am high. It's probably bunk. I know for sure I am less productive. Spacey! That was my childhood nickname, long before I first got high. Adding chemically to that natural condition of mine is probably ill advised.