yes I hear that. In some respects I am far less fearful than most others, but they are fearful of different things, mostly about screwing up in the life they are pursuing: constant disappointment, anxiety, money concerns, acting out teens, etc. All because they are trying to fit themselves and their entire family into a tiny box of the few endeavors that are now considered of being worthy of pursuit, all while strictly obeying absurd instructions from their governments. Surreal! In one hundred years, no one will believe this story, or it will have been turned into a believable fairy tale version, like all of history, and current events, taught to the masses today is. Whew! You've gotten me on quite the verbal roll here!

she revealed mixed feelings

Good. The more we reveal now, about our feelings too, the more quickly we will get what's coming over with. What I said haha. I'm a proud and loud broken record.