I feel that time travel bit keenly now. When I go back in my mind, I feel I can infuse the moment with my whole being enough to actually be both there and here. This brings the deceased into the now too. All is imaginary, and imagination is all. So why not? If I feel like I am back there, then I am back there. Maybe I can make some better choices, especially of words, and bring him back to life in a way.