Loyalty shouldn't be exchanged for low self esteem, be loyal and respect people but you have to know your worth and what you stand for. Good that you identified the problem with you, for me it's tight down to respect and self esteem, no when to interchange them.
P.S: Your post is too short for the community standard. Your words count for your post should be atleast 400words and above.
Moreso, engagement is very crucial for sustainable growth on Hive. Visit other people's post and two them what you feel about their entries..
Thank you for sharing this with us @luminomind