Nobody ever loved me,
you don't bother to console me from my tears,
you don't even fight away my fears,
you just leave me entirely be.
All this time you've never seen,
the terror and depression I've felt,
never asking how I've been,
my death to me you have dealt.
I've taken 40 aspirin, emptying the bottle,
I'm feeling sick from too many of those pills,
bleeding in the bathtub I coddle myself,
awaiting the sweet release from life's thrills.
My crimson life swirling down the drain,
finally an end to all the suffering and pain,
even if I do end up dying in vain,
at least by my own hands I'm slayn.
I'm growing so tired and cold,
this is it, never to grow old,
I will have rest in the underground fold,
I'm not selfish, my action was bold.
Hard to keep my eyes open,
life is something I never held hope in,
is it too late to save me from suicide?
I no longer feel ready to ride this tide.
Someone please save me from myself,
I need someone to help me now,
stop the bleeding and wipe my brow,
I'm so close to my end, I need help.