So I am searching for the next chapter of my life with abundance in my heart. I have really struggled to accept that I am a blessed Water Protecting sister with the strength and courage to light the fires of my creative spirit. I am welcome the abundance that is available to me. I am well aware of the things that limit me in my quest for a better life. My life is not sustainable at this juncture. I would really like to have a suitable place to live for me and my beautiful dog. To me that is as simple as a trailer or a tiny home. I am certainly ready to receive some good out of this life I have struggled for quite some time to feel that I am worthy of anything really good. My healing process from the loss of Oceti Sakowin has taken a toll on me and my ability to live in the confines of the modern world. I know that a lot of my struggle is due to the inequitable monetary system that is in place in this culture. I prefer barter and trade which of course is not always an option although with several resources available to work trade for housing or to trade art for needs that I have I have managed to make it this far with limited funds. I haven't bought clothing in over a year since there is an abundance of it available only slightly worn and often extremely high quality as well. I don't mind living in a tent really but it would be nice to have just a few more comforts than i have at the moment. I love my ability to pick up and go somewhere whenever I want to. I don't love the judgments that this brings to me. I want to have a simple life where I am growing food and educating about the abundance and health that comes from a Slower, Smarter, and Smaller way of living in tune with the land. I didn't go to school to learn about these things to be traveling by the seat of my pants and not applying my wisdom to the grow of a whole and beautiful system. So my prayer right now is that I find a suitable home that will allow me to do my art , educate, and grow healthy amazing food.
