I know circumstances happened, people changes their mind over time as they think and rethink, yet looking at the first thing you ever love and wanted to be is you and only that would make you the you in you.
Seeing how demanding this life we live is makes one to forget about what they were meant for, and this Happened in many areas not just what you inspired to do but to the things which may be of interest to you.
Sure! The world is a changing world, the first zeal you ever have is the real zeal, not just in you but has been one of the things I hate most in life, why resources not always available? What do we have to change from a certain dream to another yet leaving at the end with that which we had no idea and interest for, why do we have to be a slave of our self, getting to know that I am not the only one that suffers this makes me sad.
I used to say I will be a pilot, now where is the helicopter or plane, where is me, all my life of have think of it alone, but why do I have to left alone, I wish my helicopter could be all I ride for the rest of my life.
Now I am doing something else rather than being a pilot which was always my dream and zeal, wy do the life give is what we don't need and Take away that which we admired.
I n writing this pieces with sadness in me I wish others don't pass through what I went through, I pray that their dreams and aspirations come to pass.
Maybe mine was how it meant to be, sobs........
This was how I spent my Sunday with friends of the same church.