Soiled memories
Melancholy
Can’t get up
Life’s a folly.
Wasted all my time
On you
Living a lie
Or a dozen or two
Nothing makes sense
Anymore
Any less
And I would be dead.
But I dread
The future without you
And your head
In my lap
It’s a trap
This life we’ve led
I’ll love you
Until I’m dead
That may be sooner
If I have my way
I’m not right in the head
I’ll never say
I hate you.
Gouge out my heart
And eat it
Make it your sustenance
And your life
Is it truly terrifying
To be my wife?
Can’t get too close
Fear of intimacy
Don’t get close
Don’t touch me.
Or do you mean it?
Is this the end?
Betrayed and destroyed
By one who was my friend.
Forget you
Forget the years
Forget too
The many tears
I’ve shed for you
And your lies.
I’ll do better
Without your ties.
Maybe this really is
Goodbye.
