Misty night that covered the lampstand's house, made his heart increasingly dark, which then did not feel a teardrop fall on the book he wrote. He wrote a word that came from his heart "God, please help me, don't let him hurt me again." the word was certain and full of meaning, and made him fall asleep on the study table illuminated by a bright yellow light.
Kringgg ... The alarm clock sounded, and pointed to the number seven less 15 minutes, he looked to the point that he was shocked to see the clock pointing to number seven less 15 minutes. Finally he rushed to take a shower, then he hurried off to his school.
When he entered the classroom, all his classmates laughed at him, because without him knowing, in his shoulder hair that was straight and black, his comb was still stuck in his hair. After he sat down, suddenly, his seatmate took the comb in his hair, while his face was sullen, "why, in a hurry?". With a nervous face, he replied, "Yes, that was, my father's motorcycle broke down, eh, I didn't mean it flooded the road, so it was jammed, hehehe". "Already, do not argue, where was it not rain last night, how come flooding ?, I know, surely you wake up late to?, Because last night would think about the Rudi, who likes to hurt you continuously, yes to? . Answered Lulu. With a red face, "I don't know, you know all about you," answered Dian nervously. "Already, what are you doing, still thinking about him, he's just not thinking about you, you know what, in this world yes, surely there is still something that can really price you, and not hurt you". "Never mind, you don't talk like that ?, maybe he's just lazy." answered Dian with a rather sad face. "Dian, you've already been hurt by him, I'm still looking for him." replied Lulu. "Yeah, well, don't talk about it anymore, oh yeah, we can talk together, right?" Dian asked casually. "Dian, I'm asking seriously" "Come on, lazy." "Yes, yes, I will forget him anyway, just calm down." answered Dian with a smile.
Teng, teng, teng ..., the bell to go home from school rang, he was in a hurry to go home, and suddenly, "brakkk ..." all the books that were taken by a veiled girl fell scattered on the floor. "Sorry, sorry I didn't mean it," Dian said, helping to fetch the scattered book. "Yes, it's fine." replied the veiled girl. "Indeed, where do you want to take the book? Let me help it." "No need really, I can," replied the girl. "Never mind". "Yes, I will if you force it."
When on the road the two of them met, "oh yes, lampstand." while smiling at him. "diamond". "What grade are you?". Dian asked curiously. "Class 11, how about you?", Asked diamond. "Huh, class 11". He answered nervously, while in his mind he said "oh, how come you can bump into a senior, really ?, can it be serious?" "Yeah, what grade are you in?" I did not answer it, just kept looking forward. "Hey." "Huh, yeah what why ?, sorry sis, really sorry" "You're strange to be questioned instead daydreaming". Answer diamond. "Yes, I'm still in grade 10, sis, sorry if I already hit brother," Dian's face was rather scared. "Already, just relax, why should we be afraid, aren't we the same as humans." answered diamond while laughing. "Yes, yes, how come you are so kind, usually when you are hit by a class, you don't get accidentally, eh, you get scolded by him" "maybe the older sister is getting the same time." replied the diamond that made them both laugh.
At 3:00 p.m., he was still on the road. He is still waiting for the bus, to go to his house. Because his father could only pick him up on Wednesday, while it was still Monday. For almost an hour waiting, suddenly there was a motorbike that passed him, on that motorbike a man and a woman who was hooded, after a long time the white motorbike drove past without thinking, in his mind it crossed his mind that the men and women who passed him were sis diamonds with rob? At that time his heart was aching, who knows what made him sick? Is it possible not because he saw Rudi with diamonds shaking? Until the bus stopped right in front of him again, while he ignored it, in his mind only emptiness? , until finally he sat on the pavement without he being aware of the many circumstances surrounding passing vehicles. Until dusk began to come, he only pondered while facing upward, until the clouds that seemed to turn into clouds became cloudy, and the water from the sky invaded him gradually wetting his body which still wore the high school uniform, and also his waist bag. After a while he walked without hope, in his mind only steps and steps full of despair.
Arriving at home, he saw a paper stuck to the refrigerator door, he read that his father and mother went out of town on business matters. After reading the letter, he went to his room, which was above and lay down on his soft bed, staring at the sky after the rain from the glass window in the ceiling of his room. After that the cellphone rang, he saw a note on Rudi calling him, but he just ignored it. He called Dian many times, but still he didn't ignore it, it made Rudi very angry. Sent a short message whose contents "my cellphone is not answered ... Evil". "The message was opened, then read by Dian. "Oh God, the evil one is you gambling, why are you doing this to me ?, you don't appreciate my feelings." he said while shedding tears, when at that very moment, it was raining very hard.
The next morning as usual, he went to his school, but his face was rather gloomy, unlike usual, always cheerful. When I come home from school, I go behind the school, because there is a very quiet place because I think no one wants to be in this place, because this place is very hidden, just imagine, this place is covered with very thick weeds, so someone does not know this place, and behind it are a lot of brownish thatch, decorated with a green lake, which makes this place more calm. While lying in this place, I enjoyed the beauty of the thick white clouds, making me want to hug the clouds, I also shouted screaming there, because I was sure no one could hear me. I shouted, "I want to be free ... Fly with all my passion ...". When I shouted screaming, suddenly someone answered me, "Just fly ... But you don't have wings yet?" said kak diamond who made me shocked. "Sister, how come you know this place?" I asked. "Yeah, fly there ... But you don't have wings," said Sis Diamond by giving me one chocolate out of the two chocolates she brought. "Here, chocolate for you, people say if you eat this chocolate, can you get rid of stress you know?" "Really sis, have you ever proven it?" "I did, when I was upset with someone". "Um, really sweet chocolate brother, oh yes sis, just said brother, you have been upset with someone, if you may know who is sis?" I asked, somewhat afraid. "Oh yeah, yesterday I saw you, you're waiting for the bus, huh?" "Yes, sis. The problem is no one picks up. How do you know? " "You know, yesterday I was through there." "Who do you pass with sister to?" I asked. "Hmmmm, with my girlfriend, why?" Suddenly when Sis said that, my heart felt like it was beating, my heartbeat was beating very fast, I don't know if I didn't know either. I answered in a voice that was not trembling, “it's okay, just just asking. Oh yeah sis, how come you know this place? ". "Yes you know, back then I also want to calm down, I always come here, because the place is very calm". "Oh, I see, sis." Until finally they both just looked at the sky, without talking to each other. Until dusk began to arrive they finally decided to go home.
When I got home, I could only cry, and lamented my sadness. Then suddenly Rudi sent me a short message, "I'm waiting at the flower garden at 8:00 p.m." The message that really made me have two feelings, between happy, because he contacted me and was sick, because it turns out he was dating the diamond sister who was very good to me. Initially I did not want to go there, at 8:45 pm, I began to worry, whether he was still there, or he had already left. Finally I went there, through the pouring rain, using an umbrella.
When I got there, I saw no one, but suddenly, I saw someone sitting in a chair, under the pouring rain that made his whole body wet with water, and next to him a red rose was lying. Without thinking long. I approached him and umbrella, he stood with a face that was very disappointed, "why, you, come late, almost an hour I waited for you here". He said. "I'm sorry rud, I'm sorry" I said. And without thinking, I hugged him, hugged him tightly. And at that moment, I felt my life was more alive. "I love you, and always love you, Dian." he whispered, also hugging me tightly. At that time I began to release hugs, saying, "but, you already have someone who also loves you right?". "How come you say it like that?" the answer, "yes, the name sis diamond right?" "How do you know about diamonds?" "On Monday, I know that you and my sister together, right? Then sis diamond also said, he said you are going out with him, answer rudi, answer! ". "Yes, but I'm unfortunately with you, Dian." the answer. "But why are you dating at the same time, bro? Why gamble? " Rudi did not answer, finally Dian ran to leave him in a state of heavy rain, with tears streaming in his eyes.
In the flower garden Rudi shed tears, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I don't want to hurt you ?, But I'm forced to, so you hate me ?, But I also don't want you to hate me." Rudi went home with a face full of regret.
When I got home, I rushed to the room to start crying, well when I had to stop crying, because I thought I was useless crying because he would not stop my tears. But in my heart, I always ask, why does he always treat me like this? What did I do wrong?. Until I fell asleep, and hope to dream to be near him.
The sun shines through the window of my room, this body feels very heavy, can not be moved, and finally I decided not to go to school, and today also my father and mother had returned from his official duties. My mother was very worried, knowing if I was sick she finally decided not to work first.
The next day, my body returned to normal, and I was able to move as usual, I went to school, arrived at school, lulu friend of my seat said, "you were looking for, same sis bro", "did he find me why?" I asked. "I do not know. Just keep the person ". "Yes, I will, wait a minute". "Yes," answered Lulu.
I took kak lulu to his class, arrived at his class, I met him, I saw him with a very sad face, I approached him, and asked him, what was happening ?. Apparently sis diamond told me that his girlfriend was sick at the moment, spontaneously I was shocked, I thought if his girlfriend sis diamonds were Rudi, so Rudi is currently sick? Then I also asked him, "Why is your girlfriend sick, then when did your girlfriend hurt Sis". "Since yesterday he was sick, he said he was sick because just before, at night it was raining heavily, and he was waiting for the most important person in his life ?, I also don't know who that is, but the person was late, and worse did that person leave him?" . "Oh, I see, sis, just wait patiently, Sis." I answered as I thought that the person the older sister meant was me. "I also did not expect it, why is that person so strict with him?". After I heard brother's words, I felt guilty. "Do you know what deck?" "What's wrong sis?" I answered. "I was dating him, but I felt he was forced to live it". He said. "How come it's like that sis?" My answer. "He is dating me, he really wants to forget his past, which he said always makes him sick, every time he remembers that past". Spontaneously, I did not realize that my tears could not stand, and then, the clear water came out very heavy on my cheeks. "He said, he used to have a girl, who could make him sad and happy, every time with him, he said he wanted to be with the girl, but he couldn't, because he said he hated it. I also don't know, why he hates that girl ". "You know, why are you crying instead, so what?" "Brother is not sick huh, if he is going out with my sister is forced to?" "Hmm, it hurts deck, but what else do I also really love him". "Oh, I see, sis." then I went back to class, and when I came home from school I planned to go to the gambling house.
While at the gambling house, I saw him lying down with a face that endured all his pain. "Rudi, how come you can be like this anyway ?, Said Sis diamonds you are sick because of the rain." I asked. "Why are you here ?, What do you care?" "Rudi ?, Rudi enough, I'm already not strong enough to hold back all this?" Why do you hate me ?, Why? Why do you want to forget me, even though you don't want to forget me? I asked with a face full of tears. He was silent, wordless. "Rudi, please answer me ?, What is my fault Rudi?". Finally I left him, and before he pulled my hand, "please do not go away from me". He said. "If you don't want me to leave, why do you want to forget me?" I asked. "I do not want you to go, and also I want to forget you". "But why Rudi, why?" "I love you lampstand, but I hate you?". The answer. "But why do you hate me?" "I can't tell you?" the answer. Finally Dian actually left her, and said "It's okay, Rud, you hate me, and now I won't bother you anymore". "But Dian, but, but ..." Dian already left her.
Day after I passed without the name of Rudi and Sis Diamond. I have forgotten all of that, but one day, suddenly a diamond came to me, and gave me a letter from someone, I asked her a diamond, this letter from whom, she was just silent and crying. I opened this letter with a rather scared heart.
"Dian thank you, you are present in my life, you are here to be the most beautiful in the seconds of my last day. I know, you always get sick because of me, but I do all this for you, so you don't get sick when I go away forever. Let me go because you hate me, rather than you love me. You know as you wait for the bus, I see you, I deliberately with diamonds so that you hate me, but this way is wrong, because I hurt you instead, I let you fall into a deep despair. But now I'm relieved, because I managed to make you hate me. And I can calm up here, hopefully we can meet again, with time forever ”
Rudi
I cried, cried uncontrollably, cried with sister diamond who turned out not to be Rudi's girlfriend, I felt guilty at this time, why on the last days of Rudi, why did I disappoint Rudi. Let all of that be a memory in my life that I will never regret when I live.
"Thank God, you have given me the answer"
