Even if team members didn't blame me for my imperfections, I know my faults. I know the infidelity I caused to the man that introduced me to RAINBOW STAR football club, I know I played totally rubbish
Team mates keep encouraging me but I detest how I played it, I hate my faulty ball control and silly wrong passes.
Being a midfielder, team mates expect big performance, good passes, good marking which would bring good results for my team but I failed. I was not like this before but I will find out why, and I will amend. In fact I must amend for me not to loose my position as a an attacking midfielder
I still wasted The little chance I saw while I kicked the ball off net, I only won just two tackles and a fowl while I marked hard. Big shame on me