I'd like to thank you all for reading these aren't stories made up but accounts of my actual life. I spend a lot of time alone and don't have many friends though i follow the rede simply and nothing more i place faith in myself and the gods goddesses and the universe to guide me through as i hold a small flicker of light in my hand shrouded in darkness everyone i ever reached for usually burns me so i keep the other hand closed i know my flaws now all i can do is continue to perfect myself if I'm to survive my struggle so i thank you all just the thought of others taking time out to read my words fills me with determination to push through this storm though i have no idea when it'll all be over my every action dedicates how much time in life I'll have left and i wouldn't wish a fate like this on my enemies I'm constantly filling out applications and looking for ways out this self destructive path i ride alone and to think I'm enduring all this cause i chose to love someone that isn't capable of truly loving themselves que sera sera
