Painful pleasure

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Hi everyone, it's another weekend. Seriously I thought I almost missed out on this week's weekend engagement due to light issues but thanks to God I made it even few hours to the end.

It's a new week already. Happy new week my wonderful readers🥰 have a blessed week🙌

Choosing a topic to write on is not always easy, you know why? galenkp@galenkp has a very creative way of giving topics you know something about😅

This weekend I will be writing on the second topic which is GUILTY PLEASURE

😓😓This particular topic reminded me of my health. I'm an ulcer patient. And mine disturbs me on my chest. As an ulcer patient diagnosed of ulcer in May, I have been told the things I should or shouldn't take. And..... drinking garri is one the DON'TS. Like it's a no no for me. But I have a big problem 🥺 I LOVE drinking garri. Not for the lack of food. But I just love drinking garri. To weeks after I was diagnosed of this ailment, I couldn't bear the urge for garri again. I said let me have a taste. Heavens!! I cried for days. My chest was set on fire. It was so painful. My pleasure brought me pains. God! that feeling😩😩

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Wait. Did I just hear you say I must have learnt my lesson🙄🤣 I laugh in a foreign tongue🤣🤣 I didn't change anything oo. Infact let me shock you. I drank another one today🤪🤪 truthfully, I'm feeling a small pain in my chest now but....this sickness won't make me stop deriving pleasure in something I love doing. Although, I'm feeling guilty for not listening to professionals🥺🥺

Seriously, I feel guilty about somethings. Even the one I'm doing now🤣. Are you maybe thinking exactly what I'm doing🤔 calm down I will tell you. Right now I'm press charging my phone. Did you just sigh? Oh! Maybe to you it's not enough for me to feel guilty. Wait I will tell you why it's not good to plug a phone and at the same time be pressing it.

It kills battery faster!! Yeah, you read right. It kills battery faster and damages a good and lasting battery.

The funniest part is that I advise others not to do it but I always find myself doing it🤣🤣🤣🤣 I no dey get patience abeg. I can't sit and wait for my battery to be fully charged unless I'm busy at the moment.

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😓😓😓 There's another thing I feel so guilty about. Like seriously, it's a very bad habit😓 I have this attitude of doing the things I enjoy and derive pleasure from when I'm in school. I bet you, I can have a plied up assignments or even a test the next day but I will sit and be pressing my phone.

Wait! Did you just ask me if I'm making money from my phone🙄 Please take a u-turn and face reality. The thing is I'm a lover of game. I can play game from morning till night on my phone without getting bored. I can stay for days without logging in but I can't stay for days without paying game. It is that bad.

Our lecturers will be in class advising us on what and what not to do if we want to pass. I will be affirming to it but deep down in my mind I know I'm not gonna stick to all that. At least not when I have my phone with me.

Why I'm so glued to my phone?? Simple! It's my only companion. My friend, my lover, my companion and every other or any other thing could think of.

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Like seriously, I know these things has its consequences. And the consequences won't be funny at all. Especially the first and last one. I can fail an examination and have carryover just because of something I could have prevented from happening. My Health nko... I'm risking my chances of getting better soon

I don't even know if I'm working towards changing from this habit of mine anytime soon😓

There are a lot of things I feel guilty doing although I derive pleasure from doing them. But let me just talk about the ones I remembered.

Thanks for reading😘
See you always on my blog🥰