I've been looking for something deeper, but only have an inkling of what deeper is or how deep is possible. I've gone 60, 80, 100, ..120ft, ..oops better grab a scuba tank to stay there for any length of time. In that world, I know where my limits are (were), well defined by experience and blood oxygen level management, even slowing (controlled) my heart rate. This world of yours very unfamiliar to me, to react with the heart and not the head. To feel rather than to know, data in hand, heart rate uncontrollable.

I have more questions than answers, a soul in constant state of yearning, while we want things we shouldn't have? How do we know? Where does it go? I don't know, I only know what draws me without knowing exactly why.