Rudolph's Story

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The truth is, Rudolph is someone who has often had to learn the hard way. If there's a bumpy road, it's the one he's been on, the one he's on now, and the one he'll be on in the future. Since childhood, he's always been a bit impulsive and lacks self-control. This trait has always caused him a lot of trouble, and his ability to navigate these problems is almost always poor, though it doesn't necessarily help him learn much along the way. But he's the typical person who doesn't learn from his mistakes, and if he does, it's at a very slow pace, leaving him little room to maneuver and avoid problems.

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As a child, when he wanted something, he would shout for it; he didn't want to wait. You had to run and get him what he wanted immediately, otherwise he'd throw a tantrum and start arguing. Perhaps he wasn't raised well from the beginning because he always got what he wanted, and maybe that reinforced the problem later on as he grew up.

As a teenager in school, he continued with this personality. If he didn't get the best grades, he would argue with his teachers for not giving him a better mark. He lacked the self-control to understand that he was actually the one to blame for not studying more. But there was no way to make him understand. At this point, these traits had caused him various problems, such as reprimands from teachers, warnings not to disrespect them, and many punishments at home for his bad behavior. Although these punishments did little to improve the situation.

Reaching adulthood, he channeled his negative feelings into music. Singing truly relieved his stress and gave him a peace he couldn't describe. That's why he decided to become a professional singer. But far from getting rid of his problems, he continued to carry them with him because along with the stress relief came his impulsiveness and lack of self-control, and this was noticeable from the very first moment he started singing.

He wanted to release new songs quickly, without waiting for anyone to review or edit them. He hated being told what to do or having recommendations that involved changing his style or addressing the negative things he said in his songs. So, arguments with music editors were constant. Many production projects were canceled because there was no way to reach an agreement with him. It was an ordeal to maintain any communication with him without ending up arguing.

Part of this personality trait translated into the results of his songs. By often ignoring those with knowledge and experience, his rush to release new songs resulted in work that was often mediocre and full of errors and flaws. Ignoring advice caused these problems. Music had started as a relief for him at first, but now it was more stress than anything else, and wherever you looked, it was a series of constant failures.

There was no doubt he had to change, but he only realized it the hard way. Seeing that his life was nothing but a turbulent cycle of stress, largely of his own making, and feeling stuck in a career that wasn't bearing fruit, he was forced to change. So he began trying to cultivate self-control and be less impulsive. But this would be no easy task. Now there's a long road ahead to change, to move forward; it's been a long, bumpy road in the past, in the present, but now, if he wants to, perhaps not in the future. Music has changed his mind; he doesn't want to continue down the path he was on.

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