As the clock ticks down to December 31st, a mix of emotions swirls in the air. It's a time of reflection, a moment to pause and ponder on the 365 days that have unfolded. The year-end brings a symphony of feelings, a bittersweet melody of struggle and joy.
For me, the year-end is a reminder of unmet goals and unfinished business. The pressure to wrap things up, tie loose ends, and achieve closure can be overwhelming. It's a time of reckoning, where the reality of my limitations and imperfections stares us in the face. The struggle is real, and it's okay for me to acknowledge it.
Am feeling like there's not enough time for me to finish everything and am still reflecting on my past dwelling on what went wrong or what could've been done differently, most especially on my own education career ,Uncertainty am still worrying about how this year celebration will be with all that is going on right now in Nigeria over bandits. Am having this fear because most of my siblings are staying far, firstly we they come home? If they don't every thing will just look boring and secondly are we even safe to go to church for services anywhere we are,that one too is another issues on it own and lastly financial aspect,getting children stuff for Christmas when back account is not smelling🙄🙄 the fear is high.
Amidst the chaos, there's beauty in the ending of a chapter. The year-end marks a fresh start, a clean slate, and a chance to reboot. It's a time to celebrate wins, big and small, and acknowledge the progress made. The joy of closure, the satisfaction of completion, and the excitement of new beginnings ,it's a potent cocktail of emotion.
And still, I'm going to celebrate and acknowledge my wins and accomplishments, closing chapters and letting go of what's past. I'm going to embrace the unknown and look forward to what's next.
As the year draws to a close, it's essential to find balance in the midst of chaos. Acknowledge the struggles and not allowing them to overshadow the joys that I have. Reflect on the past, but not dwelling on it. Looking forward to the future, but stay grounded in the present.
The year-end for me is a reminder that life is a journey, not a destination. It's a time to appreciate the twists and turns, the ups and downs, and the lessons learned. So, Am taking a deep breath, and welcoming the new year with open arms, hearts full of hope, and spirits renewed.
