Tell me, what do you see? What do you see when your eyes flutter open? Tell me what you think of me? Different sides of the same coin, yet here we are, alone on another side of the world, with noone else but ourselves. I'll be going now. I know you don't want to have my prescence around you. I know you do not crave for me the way I crave for you. I know you do not feel for me the way I feel for you. It's a scary feeling, really. And a very sad one. I will not wish for it upon my greatest enemy. Rather, I would wish for them to be beheaded instead. And that is exactly how I feel, looking at you, listening to your shallow breaths, watching your perfectly curled eyelashes flutter as you fight against the slumber you've fallen into.
I know you won't bother if you jolt awake and do not feel nor sense my prescence. I know you'd not panic in the absence of me. I know you won't weep nor sob at the loss of my being. I know you want me away from you, painfully so, I know. Tell me, can a soul suddenly be torn apart from another? My heart has attached itself to you. My soul also. I am nothing without you. But you...you are a lot of things without me.
My fiery evil queen. I'll be gone now. Away and away from you. Beyond the mountains and above the hills. They said you slayed beasts, feast on the blood of the humans who resided in the villages you conquered. You are everything I fight against. You are everything I stand against. And yet, I have fallen for you... shamelessly so.
Tell me, Aurora. Tell me you do not feel for me the way I do? Tell me...those quiet nights you moaned my name, that you touched yourself to my voice, tell me you did not feel something for me then! Tell me you do not wish to leave this senseless war and run away with me. Tell me you do not wish to be against me. Tell me!
I do not feel shame even if I know I should. I do not feel even if I should be drowning in it. I do not feel regret even though I should be choked up with the feeling whenever I inhaled. I do not regret meeting you Aurora. Again and multiple times, I would repeat the entire thing if it meant knowing you, touching you, hearing you speak. Again and again.
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