I want to just lay here
in bed
not moving
thirsty
not drinking water
needing to pee
delaying it
I'm high
Again
dopamine addict
lovesick
(drip)
I'm eating fruit
forcing myself
I don't really want to
because I don't wanna move
I wanna just lay here
hungry
and daydream about you
until 6pm
until 1800hrs
when I can open my eyes
and see you in the flesh
see your beautiful blue-green eyes
in love with me
creamy white skin
flushed
soft hair
fair
sexy smile
pointed canines
(baby)
cozy demeanor
cozy style
home
your strong arms
sea of calm
protection
surrounding me
your one true love
fuzzy forearms
(husband)
big hands
on my hips
pull me in
pull me against you
your earlobe
on my lips
I've been there
I know how it feels to be there
and when I'm not there
I'm trying to find a way
(arched back)
to get there again
(eyes closed)
